Wonderful Journey

D: We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

R: No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope, you were there to remind me
This is the start

Chorus (D & R)
And life is a road that I want to keep going
Love is a river, I want to keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

D: We were strangers, on a crazy adventure
R: Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
D & R: Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Back to Chorus

Bridge:
D & R: Knew there was somebody, somewhere
A new love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing is going to tear us apart

Chorus

In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you...

(ost Anastasia)

I can't live without my J.

J, I will never ever be perfect for You. And I don't think I want to be. I hurt You a lot, I know. I hate my life, I hate my beloved ones, I just hate... me!

I can't tell You that I love You. I can't define what love is. I shouldn't. There's no need to define what love is, it just can't be. I can NOT.

What I know is, J, I can't live without You. You've come into my life, I don't know what You've done, but... suddenly, until now, J, You've become the air I breathe, the beat of my heart, the blood in my vein.

Thank You, J. I feel alive when You're here, deep down in my heart. Thank You... for being my best friend, for being the most romantic boyfriend, for being my Father, for being who YOU are. And... please... stay. Stay with me, I can't live without You. Yeah, You.. My J. My Jesus.

Malaikat

Ketika ditanya: "Mao jadi apa sih lo nanti?"
Beribu profesi bisa jadi jawaban. Tapi baru satu profesi yang pernah terlintas di benak gue, yang bikin gue langsung bengong sendiri. What am I thinking?!

Menjadi malaikat.
JRENGGG.... jadi orang baik aja ga becus, mau jadi malaikat? beuh...
But... bukan gue namanya kalau berimajinasi cuma setengah-setengah. Why not? Punya keinginan untuk jadi seorang malaikat?

Konon katanya, malaikat itu ditakdirkan bukan sebagai pewaris kerajaan surga. Mau tau siapa pewarisnya? MANUSIA!

Waktu mendengar ini, gue sempet mikir: ga enak amat. uda cape-cape kerja buat surga, melayani "Bos"-nya surga, nanganin anak-anakNya yang bandel di bumi, tapi hak untuk memiliki surga malah jatoh ke tangan anak-anakNya, sebandel apapun mereka, asal mereka mau kembali ke Bapanya.

Tapi kemudian gue mikir... so what? dikasih hak kek, kaga kek, kalo emang buah yang lo hasilin di bumi ga melayakkan diri lo buat ngerasain indahnya surga, buat apaaa???

Kayaknya seru juga jadi malaikat. Bersinar, indah, damai, dan... bisa tahu rasanya surga. Gue lebih milih bisa ngerasain indah dan sempurnanya surga dibanding punya hak untuk memilikinya, namun ga bisa ngerasainnya.

Tapi... tugasnya kan berat? Harus ngadepin manusia. Mereka susah banget buat diajak bertobat.

Well, sejauh apapun imajinasi ini, akhirnya gue tetep milih jadi manusia. Yang, KALAU bisa, menyerupai malaikat. Bukan karena keagungan para malaikat selaku tangan Allah (jangan sampe deh, gue mencuri kemuliaan Tuhan), melainkan dalam hal membawa damai, menjadi terang dalam gelap, membawa kegembiraan, pokoknya berguna deh.

Amin. Tapi berhubung milih jadi manusia... yeah... risikonya: ga sempurna! celah buat musuh si malaikat tuh banyak, dan gue ga mau muna, nyamain diri dengan malaikat gitu? Nope. Ga sanggup kayaknya. Tapi kalau si "Bos" yang udah turun tangan, yes, I will. I will be a beautiful angel on earth. Amin..!
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