J, I will never ever be perfect for You. And I don't think I want to be. I hurt You a lot, I know. I hate my life, I hate my beloved ones, I just hate... me!
I can't tell You that I love You. I can't define what love is. I shouldn't. There's no need to define what love is, it just can't be. I can NOT.
What I know is, J, I can't live without You. You've come into my life, I don't know what You've done, but... suddenly, until now, J, You've become the air I breathe, the beat of my heart, the blood in my vein.
Thank You, J. I feel alive when You're here, deep down in my heart. Thank You... for being my best friend, for being the most romantic boyfriend, for being my Father, for being who YOU are. And... please... stay. Stay with me, I can't live without You. Yeah, You.. My J. My Jesus.
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